my hero

ive realized i have one, and its kinof a big thing to me. i really love people, one of my friends told me that its like i want everyone to be my friend. i just think were a pretty cool species. but i never thought that anybody possesed enough qualities i find admirable for me to look up to them. but yes..theres this person that i find to be completely amazing. i know people say that alot, but it seems like when they do theyre simply infatuated, or in love. i guess it could be said i love them, but..it seems like more than that. i look up to him :3

but enough with that. i went exploring out back, and theres all these woods and a creek and i can see myself having alot of fun. but today i sat on my butt all day..it hurt. things have been pretty social and i might get a job soon, things are looking up. i even made a poem D: ...

between two streams i found a citadel of dragons

the sun was shining, they loathed the cool

i had no offering, no gems, no maidens, no lore

i had only to mark in me the feeling

of things gone before.

it was neat seeing them..most things dont matter, but i still feel like i want to know them. some things i just know have a meaning that im not getting, and i feel that i need to get it..its like im losing an opportunity