stresses

i feel like i need to reconcile my day to day life with my introspections. the other night i had a dream where i was flying for the first time in a long time, i used to do it in most of my dreams, but i was a few inches over a lake looking at my reflection and couldnt go any higher, i feel like this represents pretty well a small conflict inside me, or maybe large, im only judging by its effects on me. ive also started to become worried over getting a job again, it seems to coincide with when i (think i) figured my dream out, i need to do some thinking, i know theres nothing to be stressing about but for some reason i cant stop. i just

^^ cant remember what i was gonna write, i suddenly feel a little angry for no good reason if there is such a thing