well here it is

over a month ago i had something like a revelation..i kept putting off and forgetting to type it down, so ill just get it over with

i wrote this all down on sticky notes, its all separate little notes, im copying down as close to exactly what i wrote, i want to post pictures of them at some point as all three sticky notes have illustrations among other reasons

#1

(the point of our consciousness, soul, spirit) (has no) appearance, not actually apparent

only amount of interaction with our reality,

other life, their ^^ is smaller amount, all equal except in timing

ways of tearing through, we are all part of the same thing

metaphor, true reality known = light on

only as fast as recognition, doesnt matter in grand time

closer, more power; fungi, humans

accept understanding imagination in mind-

only what we construct?

*reincarnation attempts at getting through*

basic, basic, BASIC truths

#2

nothing but "benevolence"* radiance "light" %

doesnt matter which choose, all around (the individual light) helping, sharing "heat"/vibrations

slowing down #[?] why?

ganja, (other psychoactives) way of breaking/offering glimpses? different glimpses, some distorted like foggy or lens glass "" -(arrow down)

(glimpse) getting smaller as ways away

multiply because this method worked?

maybe someday enough to fill what was left? >>re-births

different ways of breaking through? hindu "husk"? # [?]

#3

%no reason do otherwise, kind of "indifference"

are one here, in this sense/definition

is this a layer? what is non-life, unlit or void?

different angles, different way of us perceiving? angle/way? (placement questionable)

close here only/one of only a few, not all levels of individual interaction

resonance, worse angle worse like, impeding until lifetime when surrounded(off to the side) or raised before, individual help (being surrounded)

2.(?) eye window to the soul?

order (of these things) matter?

is 8 (above) relevant? [getting smaller](in text parentheses)

live as want, goal that is strewn through only matters, different ways to express/break through appear/show